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2012

2012-01-22T02:03:00.001+08:00

My very first post for 2012! It's kinda late though haha. Time really flies in the blink of an eye. Sometimes I hope time will slow down abit for me. Or perhaps 36 hours in a day instead of 24. There's so many things I need to accomplish, so many things & love ones to attend to too. It's so not possible and I'm trying real hard to make every single thing possible.

Hub is really a god sent to me. We're 25 months old and counting :) Really glad to have him by my side. Acc me thru the hard times, listen to my daily whines, attending to me whenever I needs him. Thank you Hun. You know though we have HTH talks quite often but there's still things that are quite hard to say it out. I know I've lesser time spend with you, neglected you much when I'm at work, can't give you my 100% attention like I used to do; but my heart still remains the same. Still loving you like how I always too. Thank you lovely, for everything. :)

Enjoying work life so far but it's tiring. Haha like which job isn't right? But seeing my hard work paid off I'm also very happy :)

Alrighty, happy CNY people! Huat ah!

Love journey

2011-11-15T09:47:00.001+08:00

Happy 23rd my dear boy! We've been thru so much ups and downs and I'm really happy that we manage to fight thru those difficulties! Really bliss to have you by my side!

I ♥ you!

Work life day4!

2011-11-11T10:14:00.001+08:00

Today's the 4th day of work! Still bearable and... Good? I dont have to carry things like man does and I can just stand there and stare at the guys doing the job. Heh. That's what girls suppose to do no? Unless they need my help. Haha.

Work is so far so good! Still enjoying la cause it's a new job and new environment. Haha I bet few months Ltr I'll be complaining here.

Need to go shop for some necessaries on my off day! And accompany my fatty! Hee. ♥

I suck!

2011-11-07T07:34:00.001+08:00

I'm so worried and scared right now I swear. For fuck's sake I dont know Wht the hell am I worrying about. Theres this sudden sadness that came into me that make me wanna cry. Why ah why like that?!!!

I feel so old!

2011-11-05T03:02:00.001+08:00

Haaaaaa-cho! Super dusty super dusty! I'm out of the blogsphere for so so long! Did not tumblr nor blog at all. But I'm still so addicted to twitter. Hee. Lifes getting better I assume :)

I've been jobless for how long I couldn't remember at all. BAHAHAHA but i won't be jobless soon! Yippie! Ok I'm quite excited that I'm hired but on the other hand I'm quite shag. Haven been working for too long! But I think or sure is that I'm gonna earn money and go towards my aim :)

People ard me nowadays are either married or planning to do so? All they are talking abt are money money money house and still back to $$$. $ have become so important that we are all working our ass of for. Cannot be left behind, I wan my own home in future and have enough savings to live the life I wanted with my love one and of course family. Maybe it's too early to talk abt taking care of my fam, but eventually we all have to don't we?

I still rejecting this kinda feeling. When we (or Mayb only me??) barely step our foot on the big 2, we're all worrying abt money house and future. Why is that so? Are we really old enough to handle all this? Or is that the reality and society that force us all to become who we are now? I know I might sound like a kid, but that's how I feel. I'm only 21, I start to worry I don't have a roof over my head. Urgh I wish I was still a kiddo enjoying life with no worries and burden!

PMS?

2011-10-07T05:08:00.002+08:00

Wasnt feeling well for the whole day and feels like its getting worst. :(

haaaaaa-chu!

2011-09-25T12:18:00.000+08:00

cough cough, I'm back here to spring clean my space. hahah. wish I could be how I use to be, blogging every single day or multiple times a day! lifes great and I'm enjoying every single bit. family back in track and alls fine for me and mr goh. what more could I ask for? :) oh wait, that must be healthy bodies for my love ones and friends.

stepping out for my dreams, it's kinda hard. ok the start of any other things are hard too. perseverance determination and hard work is all I need. oh and my brain. Hee. oh well, Huns always around throwing cold blanket but I know he's pushing me so that I will work harder and he'll always support me. :p wish me success and goody luck people! <3

The Little Black Dress

2011-07-20T04:16:00.002+08:00

Every girls have something in mind that they must have. Be it to achieve their dreams, earn few thousands per month, material wise etc. Mine is way simple; I just wan my fam to be healthy and happy. (includes wj's fam)

The boy kissed me on my forehead and said," I'm not at all useless and ily". So sweet and still can't seems to sleep. Heh.

I know I've missed out somethings. Pls forgive me, I'm working my motivation and determination back! Xoxo darlings.

Part of growing up.

2011-07-14T09:32:00.002+08:00

Life's like stagnant on this level and im struggling so hard to climb up. Sometimes I wonder what would life be if I've taken another step? Not regreting though, just wondering.. Mayb I'll be more successful, have achieve more in my life. I'm srly a heart person, too heart over mind at times I guess which I forgot the hash reality.

Can I make it? Can I balance off family, rs, Friends and work?

Wants to achieve my goal so badly. Wanna take a private dip, wanna finish my license, wanna be earning enough to give my parents money, wanna be earning enough to clear off everything.

I think I'm really growing up and I miss pop, momo and little bro loads! Just don't have the courage to .... Urgh, pls unds and wait for me alright? Thankful cause they boy is still here with me and supporting me. Thankful that pop and momo didn't give me pressure.

Somewhr near home.

2011-04-11T17:25:00.001+08:00

Neglected this space like for the longest time! Used to be the sort that I always needa rant alot. But.. It feels different now.

Officially turn 21 like 5 days ago. 21! I'm 21! Still cannot believe it, time really flies! Still remember that when I was 13, I hope I was 16. When I was 16, I wish I was 18... I hope I can turn back time to undo the mistakes that I've done. To undo the choices that I've made. But still.. All of that make me of who I am now. :)

Pop & Momo told me this on my birthday, " 妙妙长大了, 21岁了，要会想了懂吗？" Since I was 18 they told me that I've grown up I must be responsible for myself. It actually never goes in to me at all. Left ear in and there it goes out of my right ear. But this time round, I know what they mean. Looking at the white hair on papa, the winkles on mama's face. They have really grown old. Dearest around me would know what about me. I wasn't home most of the time. I know I've missed out alot. The time spend, the dinners, offdays breakfast, etc... Picking up bits and pieces ain't easy.

Hun have quit his nightlife job. It's a good thing, everyone aim to go higher. :) We're making plans for the future, saving up for our future. And I ought to do something too. :)

Papa say it's never too late to realize your mistake if you're willing to change for the better. :)

Buzzy month!

2011-02-11T03:25:00.003+08:00

Bonjour!
I know i know, its been long! I'm back from my Taiwan trip & CNY is almost over. Am totally enjoying myself to the fullest! Simply love ittttttttttttttt!

Love this month to the max! CNY, V.day & Hun's birthday! I can't waaaaaaaait!

2011

2011-01-09T00:47:00.003+08:00

Dec kinda like screwed us up? No worries baby, i'll always be there. But for sure, its a lesson for everyone. Lesson learn the hard way though. I srly hope that everything will be fine. I want you to be safe. I don't want anything to happen. I've got no time to bother about other issues. I don't have spare time to even quarrel with anyone else. Cause you're the most important.
2011 please be good okay?

PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND, THANKS!

X'mas is over, we're still here.

2010-12-26T16:17:00.002+08:00

Christmas is kinda different for me this year, i felt loved. Christmas dinner with Hun's family & down to CQ to meet Zwitsy. Party, drank & got high alittle ain't that bad.. ;) And now, im waiting for 2011! But come to think of it, i dont wanna grow old! Just hope that 2011 will be a better year.

The ugly truth.

2010-12-24T01:43:00.003+08:00

some of the photos from the Jakarta trip.

No matter what, i love you silly boy!

dont unds how can some people not apologize when they did something wrong? you dont feel guilty that you made a mistake? so upset & disappointed with human kinds, srly. so, we're called only when you're in need of help from us. this is how i feel that you're trying to convey to me. doubt if im wrong? gossiping is nothing. we girls gossip most of the time! important thing is that you dont twist the fact! i keep quiet doesnt mean that i dont know. its simply because i cant be bothered with you. thats the ugly truth.

OUR 1ST ♥

2010-12-15T02:20:00.002+08:00

♥

HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY!

♥

Lonely Sunday.

2010-12-12T22:08:00.002+08:00

WOWWWWW its been long!
I'm there most of the time, thats why didnt update this space. Its actually quite shiok to be home alone on a Sunday night. No disturbance :) Old Buddha went out for dating i guess? Ha! Its Popo's birthday tmr anws.

This morning, Po text me about his birthday dinner tmr. So... i asked "can i bring my friend(BF) along? :)" You know, sometimes its kinda hard to ask face to face. Can say that i'm afraid of their reaction? I'm kinda worried now. I srly have no idea how will they react tmr upon meeting Hun. Actually i know that they dont like me to be in a relationship (they think that i'm too small) and they really hate my ex & had lots of issue with him. Damn it. I really hope that everything will go smoothly, they will like him cause i really love him and that they can communicate well. Good luck to me!

2010-11-13T19:56:00.003+08:00

vie bienheureuse

Halloween 2010 @ Zirca & Rebel

2010-11-06T23:43:00.005+08:00

♥HALLOWEEN PARTY♥

(ZIRCA & REBEL 2010)

As of my previous post, Sheena came over to my place and i did her make-up for her! Here are some of the photos taken before the party, during the party & after the party! :D

We each had a heart same on our cheeks! Its our trademark that night, hahaha. Mine was red and hers black! The only missing pieces is another sister of ours, Miss JUNN! We was missing her thru out the night, hoping she was there partying with us! ( HELLO MISS JUNN! i know you are reading this right now. And i dont care, even if you're flying off alr, i want you to promise us that next year's Halloween, you'll be partying with us!!! OKAY? :D )

Angela & Me

Angela, Arnest, Cherry, Sheena & Me

Arnest, Ian & Me

Jolene & Me!
Really like Jolene's make-up & hair do! I think she got the most happening hair-do! She had one beer can rolled in the hair, Barbie doll as hair accessories & one as her earring! Style or what?! And her super pretty Geisha make-up! :)

Mike, Fiona, Joi & Me
The 2 most chiongster ah mah i swear! HAHAHA.

ERM i dont know whose on the far left and the far right, sorry!
Joi, Fiona, Me, Gem & Queen!

Joi, Gem, Figo, Fiona & Me

& lastly, Hun & Me! :D
Did you guys notice? We somehow got the couple suit! Muahahaha. I didnt know what to wear for Halloween but as i was shooping at the very last minute, i saw this dress and so... HAHAH. And i swear Hun's make up is 10 times more scary in real life!

Alright, thats all folks!

See you nurse, cops, zombies, ironman, pampers boys next Halloweennnnn! :D

Short updatey!

2010-11-02T01:18:00.001+08:00

October ended! I hope I can skip November and fast forward to December! It's gonna be a happy yippee month! Srly can't wait can't wait can't wait! :D First up will be the Jakarta trip for zwitsy & weilun's wedding; Follow by my dad's 50y.o bday; Our 1st yr anniversary <3; Christmas! ;D
Okay! So, Halloween is officially overrrrrr. Had so much so much fun at Zirca! :) Did some alterations to the dress I bought hee. Googled for some make up idea and did it for Sheena and myself. Will do another post for the Halloween photos!
Went to town with Hun this afternoon and we shop a little :) Thank you baby! Okay gotta stop here, going to acc him ;)

Stay home thursday.

2010-10-29T02:02:00.002+08:00

Actually im tired but just couldnt get to sleep. Why eh? :( Another bad thing is that im hungry again. AGAIN! Need to slim down but keep eating or snacking non stop. Cant wait for the Jakarta trip! Going down for a pufffsssss.
I miss you!

I love you

2010-10-28T02:20:00.002+08:00

♥

Really appreciate all the things that you have done for me, all your love. Always giving in to me always attend to me when i seek for your attention, pampering me, doting me & tolerating my nonsense! Love you many many! MUACKS.

With Love,

Miaooy your wifey!

dizzzzzzzzy

2010-10-22T23:52:00.003+08:00

It would be great if medicine looks like this! I would gladly pop in a few more, haha! Sadly they dont huh and i just popped 2 flu pills earlier on. Was coughing & sneezing real badly. :( Sucks to be sick. I'm feeling kinda dizzy now too, should be cause of the pills!

As promised to Hun, im back home for dinner today. :) Its the weekend again! Teehee, soon aft its Hun's off-day! Yippe. I love Monday & Tuesday! Hun is duper sweet yesterday when hes working! He said "i love you my laopo" in front of ah hui! HAHA. Omg so shy but damn happy! :) And when im sleeping he was sweet talking to me. <3

Took over bro's ITouch, muahahah. Now for the time being its mine! :) Just sync some photos & songs in. Should i get an Iphone? My current phone is dying soon!

Missing Hun so much!

ME HOME BF

2010-10-21T00:36:00.002+08:00

ME, Family, BF, Friends.

ima happy girl now. :) though i still feel kinda weird (or shld i say outta place?). im back home!

I love my family.
I love my boyfriend.
I love my friends.

Life with you.

2010-09-30T17:08:00.001+08:00

Yo blogspot, it's been long yeh! Didn't go home, no lappie to use, no proper update. I'm updating now using Hun's phone.

Today is the last day of September! Time running faster & faster. Sometimes I feel that everyone is running so quickly & I couldn't catch up with the pace. Then on second thought, it's not them, it's me. I've slow down so much so much. Relaxed too much, played too much, enjoyed too much and having too much fun since the day I stopped working. Bad bad me. Imma put a stop to it. Gotta get my ass up & be the usual independent Miao I used to be ;) Start to work hard for the future!

Jun asked if I see you as my future husband.. With no hesitation I answered her. Then she asked what's my ideal age to get married. Seriously, at times I have the urge to get married. It's like... a real commitment, a new phrase in life, new experience. It's not that I'm not committed now, it's just not the same kind. One friend of mine just got married, looking at the smiles on their faces, I feel so warm & the taste of happiness. Then soon another friend of mine is getting married making me kinda envious! Haha! Felt so happy for them! You found the right one & get married, settle down, work hard for each other; sweetest phrase in life! Don't you think so?

Then I think again, i think I'm still too young for marriage. Though I always say that I haven have enough fun yet.. That was not the main reason. For now, I feel that I've found the right one but it's like we're still too young for all that. I'm still not ready yet, for marriage. I don't fear commitment responsibility burden or whatsoever it's time. Many was saying I'm getting myself to get married. Haha. Like a real! I rather we can stay under the same roof now than aft we move in tgt & we find that it's hard, you can't take it this and that. That's y sometimes I hope my parents are more open minded, more supportive towards me rather than going against me most of the time.

I miss them loads! Seriously. No matter what's done what's said, I miss them. They are still my family it's just that I don't don't how to face my parents. Sigh. It's my fault actually couldn't blame anyone. I'm being too playful. Sorry Pa, Ma!

Been kinda emotional lately. Really hate it hate it hate it. This word suddenly came into me "paranoid fuck". Dang! Couldn't help it, have tried my best though. But me knows that me is controlling well enough. Like yesterday, I feel that you don't love me.. Haha weird bitch. How to explain? Like... sometimes I feel your love sometimes I don't? Throw in all the common terms used quick! " paranoid fuck, over sensitive, think too much, irritated" yada yada.. Haiyaaaaaaaa i find myself so annoying at times! Sheeseeeeeeeee! Ok enough of ranting! Feel much better :)

Tmr, I needa get my ass down to TPY hub for a seminar with Kenneth. Hope everything goes on smoothly! If that path doesn't work, I have to work on plan b already! But better it works haha. December to jakata for a wedding din! I'm so so so excited & happy for them at the same time ;)

Ok bbyeeee!
ROMROMROMROMROMROM LOL!

Smitten by your smile.

2010-09-03T03:37:00.001+08:00

Partying almost every week. (ok, it's every week -.-) Dang! Even to Zouk with fat and his friends, happening or what. Never club with my boyf before eh but it's nice ;) Knowing he get pissed meaning he cares & he's worried. Haha I know, wtf right? Neh neh ni poo poo ;p

I'm so sick of partying every week, kinda. I just wanna be there, disturb & see him. Haha! Like that, he kinda "accompany" me as well. Hee hee.

Sept now! Time flying so quickly! We're 9 month old soon and momo's birthday is in oct!

she was a smart girl, until she fall in love

2010-08-15T02:13:00.004+08:00

All you are, is all i need.

sex kitten

2010-08-13T01:23:00.003+08:00

My favourite fruit is still watermelon though everytime i eat it, i will definetly shit. (I hate shitting btw) Just like you, no matter how much tears you made me shed, i still love you.

#Mr GohBoonKiat

Sweet morning!

2010-08-05T13:37:00.001+08:00

I'm so god damn ill still! ;( On and off fever, flu, cough & super bad sore throat. Have been drinking plain water already, sighhhhhh. It really sucks to be ill, body kindly get well soon please!

Monday was the usual mahjong day for dearest! Tuesday was great :) Met up with priscilla & lester at lucky plaza for pizza hut! Then shopped abit and off to boat quay to met some others. Shisha, drink & chill then back home to continue our hk drama! So much loves! I love days like these whereby we have the whole day to ourselves ;)

Yesterday was the usual meet junn day. Did our nails & chatted everything in the world.

I so wanna go on a holiday!

BOREDOMMMMMMM!

2010-07-18T02:59:00.002+08:00

THATS WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING ALL NIGHT.
I'm super good at self-entertaining. ;)

Blogged, change background of my tumblr page.

But am still super bored!

MUAHAHAHA, hows my center-parting hairstyle??

Bow head band come in rescue those boring photos! Hohoho.

I send one of my idiotic face via mms to Hun! MUAHAHAHA. I just send him another one! WAHAHAHA. Ok, shall stop being crazy.

LOVE YOU IDIOT BOY!

♥

2010-07-17T02:42:00.002+08:00

Mr Goh, you're such a sweetie pie!

♥

Love you! :D
Thanks for everything :)

I love man who likes to bully me

2010-06-27T18:08:00.001+08:00

Blah blah blah/ I did something wrong on Wednesday & now I'll hve to face the consequences ;) Only regret that I've made Hun blow up. Now gonna be a good girl already!

Have been meeting up with my dearest this week! They are always my dearest, there for me when I need them or when i'm in deep shit. Love you ladies! :D

Yay! Gonna meet up with Jenny ltr for sushi! I'm kinda excited cause I haven sushi for quite sometime alr! Heee. Byeeeeee~

Hello people! & anw we're 6 months old! <3

2010-06-22T19:06:00.001+08:00

I'm back I'm back I'm back! Neglect my blog & tumblr for almost a month! Wasn't very active on fb & Twitter as well! & I'm really sorry to those whom I've neglect! I will get back to you all soon alright? ;) Quite a smooth sailing month for me I shall say. Have been enjoying myself much, with bf or my girls. Really love them to bits! & you all should know why my sudden disappearance huh! ;)

Just recently, I worked for mamil gold milkathon event with my girls. Though it's tiring but I guess we had much fun huh? ;) taking care of those little ones, serving milk, doing nothing, air brush tatts, balloons etc.. Hoping for more like such events! Fun fun fun :)

&&& we're 6 months old already! Heee. Kinda cannot believe it myself as well. We pass the 6th month! Haha! Really glad that he have been giving in to me, giving me the attention that I need, showing me all the love & care! When I was acting all unreasonable he didn't flare up but gave in. Thank you very much hun! Love you! ;)

PHOTOS SPAMMING TIME! :D

2010-06-13T21:47:00.006+08:00

Finally blogging properly!

Forgive me for a post like this, plainly spamming photos & typing in a few words. Haha! Earlier on i was uploading photos from my phone, saving photos that friends tag me on FB. Then arranging them into folders, rotate them & i realise that 70% of the photos are clubbing photos! The rest are random photos taken when i met up with my sistas etc. So, i decided to only pick a few to be posted if not im sure i get nagging! Haha!

My sistas; Na & Jun. :)

Here comes the clubbing photos!
Zirca

ZFC! HAHA!

That was one of the party night that i label AWESOME :)
Really had so much fun!

Just finish my durian! Gonna paint my nails like soon :)

Its Monday people!

Never ever before.

2010-06-09T01:52:00.001+08:00

More than 12 hours. Seriously I don't know how I manage to endure it thru. All because of you.
No one discover it yet! Salute myself, well kept secret ;) I just hope I won't pour it all out by any chance if I'm drunk! I think I'm seriously ban for this week. Okay, I promise him myself zzzz.
Terrible sore throat now. ;( there's some happenings in my life these pass weeks, fun experiences, awesome party nights with different group of people. It would be good if I can party and earn money at the same time! I would gladly go man!
Supper almost everynight, I'm growing side ways already! Done, don't wanna talk too much so no point, bye.

If I were a boy.

2010-05-28T18:00:00.001+08:00

Haven been blogging! Not in any of my 3 journals. Actually I've forgotten what have happened, it's just the same routine for me I guess?

Shall start for this week then. Mon & Tue was hun's off days, as usual we spent it at home enjoying ourself with each other's company, tv, foods, snacks, online movies, poker card games & sleep! ;) Oh! We did went out on Mon for a walk aft his hair cut. :) Bliss!

And and and! I skipped 2 ladies night already for last week and this week! Clap clap please! ;) Hahaha. Have cut down much much! I use to party 2 to 3 times a week! Now it's once a week and mayb slowly none in a week? Surprised. Haha.

I love to party but I must know my limit :) it's too bored not to party cause there's nothing much I can do at that kinda hour! And I'm a night person! I don't really sleep during sleeping hours.

Gonna disturb hun from his beauty sleep wahahaha.

2010-05-27T05:18:00.001+08:00

ALMOST BLIND. BLOG AGAIN HAHAHA.

Get well soon my darling!

2010-05-19T05:45:00.001+08:00

Nice, it's 530am now and I'm still wide awake! I'm worried for darling, his fever is like on and off on and off. :( I'm sure he'll insist on going to work if he's still sick. I wished I'm some witch lor! So that I can ease the pain for him, I know he trying to act like he's alright but I know he's feeling very sick and uncomfortable! Sighhhhhhhh. Gimme some medi that can cure his fever and headaches right away pleaseeeeeee~ don't wanna see him suffer. :(((

I think I've been acting all unreasonable & over sensitive nowadays. Why uh? And does that explains why you're doing this too? But it did happen before that, I also don't understand why. I don't think I'll be able to reach to that extend.. But really want you to be happy. Urgh, wrong things coming into my mind at the wrong time! Fuckkkkkk! Forget forget...

Oh by the way, I think I won't neglect my bs anymore! Finally found a app that supports blogger & so I can blog more here! Considering if I shld create a wordpress. It seems like 3 journals ain't enough, hmmmm.

I love it when he always turn around and hug me while sleeping. Never fail to make me feel so secured & loved. :) I'm going to hug him to sleep, mayb he'll stop waking aft awhile. He tends to wake a bit aft fall asleep for awhile. He feels insecure too? Hmm..

your sweetness melts me totally

2010-05-04T11:31:00.004+08:00

Been staring at this page for a few minutes. Don't really know what can i blog about! Haven been blogging regularly, now i dont know how to start! To add on, i dont really remember every single details alr. Haha! When did i last blogged about whats happening lately?

Shall start with my adventurous Friday with Phiyornah! :D We met up for a night swimming session over at her aunt's condo pool at Aljunied & Gelyang for Tou Huey and such. Our next activity was Kbox at Kallang Leisure Park. We decided to walk there from Geylang to KLP. Its actually quite near luh, but too bad we're not familiar at that area & we got lost! LOL. Okay, kinda lost. Made jokes about it like as if we're gonna get raped or killed or whatever hahaha!

Reject partying for both Fri & Sat! :D Im actually quite proud of myself seriously. Hee.

Babi is attending his lect now at Thomson! Actually i don't really look forward to this week cause of his course. But somehow, because of this course of his, i love this week! :p Cause he don't have to work on Wed & Thur as well! More time with him means happiness! Wahahaha. Ltr im going to meet him yayness!

More photos at tumblr! :D Think i'll go rest abit. Im craving for KOI & xiao long bao!
Missing you darling!

♥ ♥ ♥

if only you're here by my side now...

2010-04-30T01:46:00.002+08:00

4 more hours to go! I hate tonight, totally!
I stayed home tonight, but internet screwed up. I cant fb, tweet whatsoever. Im so bored im like going crazy. & i miss Mr Goh hell-loads! :( I kinda screw my newly painted nails as well. Even the controller trying to play punk with me as well! I cant on my air-con. URGH. PISSED.
How i wish, you're right here with me. Needa hug!!
I MISS YOU! ♥♥♥

fuckyouupsidedown

2010-04-25T02:20:00.002+08:00

im glad, its the weekend again! i dont love weekends anymore. :( weekends are all lonely nights without bf. no dating as well. i love bf's off days. okay anws, if everything goes smoothly, im starting school on the 24th may!! excited & sad at the same time. excited cause i stop schooling for like 2 years alr! hello new friends, im excited! heee. oh well, time really flies huh. sad cause i hate stress. school & work meaning lesser time with hun & lesser time to play. :( boooo! okay, i need to set my priorities right damn. i hate it, eeeeek. bad start of the day for me. shrugs. what to do? i deserve it. need a smack on my butt yayaya. tmr will be better ya? im hungry! why? damn it.

i miss dear boy, err no, man. yes i miss my dear man.

i will love you forever.

2010-04-19T03:13:00.002+08:00

Photo sharing time again!

Simply love this photo! Thanks xianghui. HAHAHA. Though he wont see this luh.

Oh, im so lazyyy to update alr. Photos will do ya? I still wanna keep bs alive leh! How??

We're so much better now, really love the feeling. Thanks honey. Much loves! :)

2010-04-10T05:07:00.002+08:00

Please help me click click more on the ads, THANKS!! :D

Photosssss/

2010-04-09T03:16:00.002+08:00

Photos shall do the talking! :)
(click on photo to enlarge!)

More at Tumblr. Hahahah. Bs is now basically like my photo sharing site! Heh.

Oh, i miss hun very much! :(

KCOC

2010-04-05T02:27:00.002+08:00

random thoughts flashing thruuuuuuuu. urgh, sucks big time!
did i make things more complicated? or its really that complicated?
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met up with 2 of my darlings earlier on, they're really sweet! to prepare things for me! really appreciated it! thanks ladies! love you girls. :)

staring at this page for quite sometime, somehow nothing flows outta my mind that can be written down here. sad. its ok miaooy, you've got other space! okay, i wanna go pee. bye bs.

kinda hungryyy.

2010-03-28T03:05:00.005+08:00

Okay, have been neglecting my bs for the longest time!

I'm like having so much fun in this week! Woots, I LOVE THIS WEEK TTM! :D Thanks to the lovely ladies whom club with me this week!
@TESSA @FIONA @ JOVENE. Much ♥! :)
& Also my hun who accompany during his off day. Ya we quarreled, but its overrrrr nao! ♥

On ladies night at Zirca!
First photo from left to right; Jovene, Me, Tessa, Fiona!

This was taken just yesterday! HAHAHAH! Superb funnnnnn!
But was feeling damn sick cause of my stupid gastric luh, super irritating. Despite my aching feet, still choose to wore heels yesterday! HAHAHA. It was aching after wed! But i didnt regret cause i look taller! HAHA, i don't like to look short cause most of my friends are quite tall! Urghhh, so unfair right?! :(

More photos in my fb! :)
http://www.facebook.com/miaooy

Okay, im missing hun terribly! :( 3 more freaking hours to go!

Okay, peeps who complain that i dont blog, nao i did okay! HAHAH. Check out my tumblr as well, cause if i didnt update here, its there! :D

xoxo
♥♥♥

its been long.

2010-03-19T04:18:00.002+08:00

Its been long! Real long since i blog properly! Was not feeling well earlier on & it sucks big time. & now gastric pain. :(

Many things happened during these few weeks. Really enjoyed those girly talks with my sistas, night lepak-ing with friends, accompanying hun to mj sessions, DVD sessions with hun... Thats mostly what happen, plus for the last week we quarreled. Like almost any other day? It was hell, seriously. I hate quarreling, i hate unsolved problems revolving around my mind & heart, i hate those hurtful words being brought out cause we're both on top of our foul temper, i hate those tears, those apologies... Some are really uncalled for. But we managed to talk to each other, no we communicate via text at times.

For me, i cant express myself well but i can put them in words. I can convey the message across by putting them in words. I will show my fucked up attitude if you ask me to speak up, i dont understand why too. Im quite glad, cause we were able to talk & come into a compromise. :)

For all that happened, i gave it another try, trust.

But sometimes im such a bitch, i couldnt control me temper, couldnt control my attitude & show it all out. I didnt mean to, i was feeling damn lousy. Like as if im invisible, im dead it just sucks. But i really wish you understand, for everything, i choose to give in & the reason is simple.. Its because i love you dear. For i still wanna believe in you, still wanna hold on. :) It really takes alot of courage, its not easy for me.

Let it be the last time, no more shits to happen between us. :)
I Love You HUN! ♥

fml

2010-03-10T17:55:00.001+08:00

smile & tears in these 3 weeks.

seriously, as long as you're happy.

2010-02-23T05:21:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps! Follow me on twitter okay okay? :D
http://twitter.com/MIAOOY

I dont know why luh, suddenly im so in love with twitter, HAHAHAH! It will be so much fun if there are more peeps. Hee. Maybe i start to fall in love with it cause i finally know hot it works. LOL!

Oh yay its tue! Tmr is hun's 21st!!!! Im so so so excited!!! :D
This space will be quite dead i guess, its gonna be a busyyyyyy week !

anwww, i really miss my straight straight hair! sobs.

okay, gotta go prepare! xoxo.

CNY2010

2010-02-16T04:03:00.005+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year peeps!
Hahahah, okay its kinda late but better than never!
Thanks for all the greetings as well! :D

Reunion dinner was superb luh! Haven been home for dinner for quite sometime also, thats why it felt kinda different. Hahah.

This year's CNY is very special for me.. Well, first day of CNY which is also valentine's day & second day of CNY is our second month. :) Happy happy month! Heeee.

First time, my da nian chu yi was not with my parents. Heee. This year, i was with hun & family. :) Went over to find hun in the morning, then they get prepared and off to the grandparent's place. Had my lunch there as well. Kinda scare when i was there, cause after all its my first time know, will jing zhang HAHAHAH! Feels good that i still can bai nian with grandparents! For both my popo & momo's side, all happily in heaven alr.

Im a happy girl! :)
Photos time!

Hun, Me & Gorgor.

<3 <3 <3

With hun & hun's momo. :D

With juan & hun. :)

Lastly! Me & Hun! <3

Just realize that didnt take any photo with uncle & hun's sis. Hahaha.

Time check, 4.55AM yay yay yay! Can see hun like real soon~ :D
Gonna go bathe soon, feel like switching over to livejournal. Issit better?

Im super dumb luh, i accidentally delete those sweet msges that hun send me! & theres no way i can restore it back! :((((((

I want those msg again!! sucks.

happy collecting angbaos!

I <3 You, hun!

2010-02-13T06:51:00.002+08:00

self entertain while waiting for hun to be back... bored fuck! argh.

i miss hun! :(

2010-02-11T08:23:00.002+08:00

虽然只是一句简单的我想你，以足够让我感到无比的快乐。更何况是你对着我说的那句我爱你。。 <3

i love you too hun! muacksssss! :D
no words can explain this feeling.
cuddle cuddle! good morning / night peeps!

2010-02-09T08:02:00.000+08:00

afraid; afraid history might repeat.

2010-02-09T03:31:00.001+08:00

insensitive creature. hump. whole night without a single text can see how much you miss me. neh neh pokkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!
argh.

whatever bye.

shorty update(:

2010-02-06T05:17:00.002+08:00

Okay, a quicky one before going to bathe & meet my dearest hun! :D These few days have been great! Totally enjoying myself. Teehee!

Wed was The Threesome Awesome Z Night! HAHAH. It was so much fun to be out with the girls! Threesome threesome! :D We hardly go in 3s, normally 2 and the other working or got something on. But wed was superb luh! More outing like wed please! Mad love ha he ho. I guess 3 of us really did enjoy ourselves. (:

Thurs was Darling Nur's Birthday surprise! It was a success! (:
I was so excited can! When we were approaching her & i did the crab walk style without realizing! Surprise her with cake & head on to dinner. Head down to summer after to drink & lepak. Its been so long! HAHAHA.

Earlier on Woke up earlier to accompany hun to get his iPhone! :D Now he got his new darling and neglect me. HAHAHAH. Jealous over a iPhone! Gaaaaaaa. Hun are you happy with your new iPhone? Heeee. & 2 new nail colors add into collection thanks to hun (:

Late evening was MJ session then back home. Okay 2 more mins and off to bathe! Gonna watch treasure hunter yay! (:

Image heavy post up next im sure! HAHAHA. Spam Spam Spam!
HOHOHO. OK, BYE!

I LOVE YOU HUN! MUACKSSSSSS. HEEE.

2010-02-03T05:18:00.000+08:00

♥ HUN :D

2010-01-30T03:43:00.002+08:00

DON'T FEEL GOOD.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I don't know why, suddenly i feel so insecure also. :(

headache bye.

2010-01-20T04:59:00.002+08:00

feeling shag again.

Monday & Tuesday are just not enough. oh well...
eh like so suddenly im out of words, but im hungry. craving for mac's breakfast! damn it.

i needa new job like seriously! this current one is not earning much & i really need a more stable one cause im supporting myself! i wanna get lotsa stuffs like for CNY & go overseas yada yada! i need $$$$ man! lotsa lotsa $$$$$! i really regret for not having any savings! :( anyone any lobang??

like now everyone planning for a getaway, niama wanna run off also need money! :(
can let me strike 4d once? i dont ask for much, like 1 or 2k enough liao LOLOLOL. thanks, im dreaming. ROAR.

hun's 21st coming! have some ideas in mind, but need lotsa capital and help from his fam as well. urgh, shall discuss with his fam & see how. confirm hes like a piggy now lor! he can just lie there and k.o in awhile.. i kinda like the rain just now though im afraid of the thunder. heee. gotta chance to cuddle with hun. :)

I WANT BREAKFAST! :(

oh i miss heart to heart talks. i miss drinking session at summer. i miss shopping!

alright i rant too much. bye!

DANG

2010-01-16T04:08:00.002+08:00

feeling kinda shag now, dang. hate this feeling. after this i shall go rest abit & wait for hun.

very bored now! rawwww.

missing hun! urgh. :(

its work again tmr, duper shag! but, what to do! okay, bye!

1 week

2010-01-09T03:13:00.002+08:00

2010 alr! Im twenty this year, sobs! Its really fast lor! Im kinda scare luh dey, the big two. Argh, oh well, what to do?!

Seriously, i wanna blog more but im enjoying myself now, heee. & i lost the idiot cable for my phone, therefore cannot upload new photos! The cable damn small luh, rooms' in a mess, really dont know where is it! Maybe its time to pack my room again! Sighs. Wardrobe, table.. DANG! :(

Was so sick yesterday & KO at hun's place, better now though.

Suddenly, so lazy to continue.. Wait till i find my cable!

LAST DAY OF 2009

2009-12-31T05:07:00.002+08:00

Its the last day of 2009! So, heres my last entry for 2009 too. Hahaha.

I hope i wont nag too long here! HA!

Hmm, 2009 was quite a roller coaster ride for me! From family issue to financial issue to love life to work issue.. Remember i ever blog that theres always ups and downs in life; if you're having a hard time in the beginning, later part it will get better. Its seriously true i think. (: Life is fair, whats yours is yours, everyone have to go through hardships to grow up..

Early part of my 2009 was hell i have to admit. I was always complaining, why issit so unfair why things happen this way and yada yada. But now, i dont see things like how i see things early this year. I understand that, things happen for a reason. It makes me stronger & more independent. Made me learn from my mistakes & learn to overcome problems.

Changed of environment also change me alot! Am exposed to more different people. Get to know alot more new friends who are now such darlings to me! Little did i expect that, we just got to know each other but we can clique so well! :D

Many family issues, i don't know how to explain.. Things seems so peaceful on the outside. Like what Liza told me before, few years down the road things will change & mayb things will get better. Sorry po & mo, its just 'that' period of time again. HA! Give me more space to grow, i wont forget this family. I still love this family (:

Last part of the year was heaven (: Having fun all the time. HAHAHA. ( i never forget that i have to continue my studies!) & found my aiai, mr wj (: If not for eric's bday, i think we wont sparkle off so soon? Hahahah. We started chatting on msn & he ever told me before that hes not used to wooing girls. Heee. Hes such a darling! Hes not like how he look, he may appear fierce & cool but hes so gentle & sweet to me. Felt so love when im with him. Thanks hun! <3

Would like to thank a few darlings in my life who have help me thru hell times, picking me up, supporting me & giving me their love care and concern. They are always there when i needed someone. Namely; jun, na, mj, carol, sky, j. & not forgetting those whom called or text me asking if im okay, i wont forget (:

NY resolutions? Haven thought of any! HAHAHA. Till here, blog again tmr!

MISS HUN!

2009-12-27T03:19:00.003+08:00

GAGAGA!

HEEEEE, printscreen when i webcam with hun! HAHAHA. Conversation all deleted! Content privacy! :p Its making me miss hun even more! :(

My hun very cute hor? Heee! :D

Spotted few pretty pretty items online! Heeee.

Gotta feeling that i might get a scolding ltr! HAHAH. YAY! 4.30AM, half an hour more to go & hun knock off! ♥

Looking forward to mon tue wed & when i knock off tonight! woo~

CANNOT WAIT LUH DEY! :D

( just realize that the time post is 3.19AM, HAHAHA. look look see see while blogging takes about 1 hour! LOL.)

feeling a little bitchy!

2009-12-25T04:37:00.002+08:00

Merry Xmas to all my lovely! :D

Oh, missing hun so badly! bleah!

Came across someone's blog & saw something which made me feel oh so irritated! Hey, stop all this shits luh. Stop thinking that you're oh so holy please! You don't like to be accused of anything so do others! & you don't like people putting words in your mouth so do others! Think before you do anything, if not its only making the situation worst, making things more complicated than it should be & causing unnecessary shits to happen! Mad disgusting can, such an eye sore! Ok, bitchy-ness shall stop. :)

5.02AM now! Hun haven call nor text me, must be still busy. Lucky got MJ accompany me gossip gossip on MSN! HAHAHAHA. Sorry, gossip is like a girl's second skin, lol!

Work time flew by quite quickly today, i like! After work, stand-by till 11AM for pay in! HAHAHAH. Then lepak with the ladies & share cab home :D Then met up with MJ to do some catching up.

OK, BYE! :D

2009-12-22T04:42:00.002+08:00

simple yet loving times spend with hun again, yay! :D

juts now after dinner, mj-ed with hun's parents! LOL. kinda scare at first but then okay after that. hoho. fun fun! :D

i think hun fall asleep alr! hump. ass! alright, ltr going see his grandma along with his parents. will blog again! BYE!

♥ WEBCAM LOVES

2009-12-19T23:46:00.006+08:00

WEB CAM WITH LOVE ♥

♥ME & YOU ALBUM

have got a silly boy here who treat me like a princess. loving every bit :D thanks love! am really very happy to be with you. everything that you've told me & done for me for this while, appreciated & have made me felt so loved! ♥ muacks~

another fun day spend with hun! :)

headed down to east point with hun to look for jiejie then to buy his tongue stud. wa, sexy luh dey! i also wanna get my tongue pierced!! but for sure my parents will kill me leh. man! such a waste such a waste! :( oh yes, my belly! hohoho. omg excited!

took lots of photos using hun's lappy all in fb! heeee. some posted above! :D
had dinner with hun's parents as well! fun fun :D

now im web-cam-ing via mun with hun! sweets ♥~
suddenly feel like eating lasak! dead, gain weight alr lor!

alright! blog till here, bye.

♥

2009-12-18T14:05:00.002+08:00

♥

A new chapter of my life. Happiness ♥♥♥

which words cant explain much.

LOVES! :D

♥

2009-12-16T04:48:00.001+08:00

♥

boring!

2009-12-14T01:47:00.002+08:00

ARGH!! Im so bored now! :(
why why why? why they never upload new episode for Autumn's Concerto & Sweetheart?

today is papa's birthday. just now went for dinner then over to Swensens for ice-cream! :) actually the last time when i have dinner with them is i think mummy's birthday? though im kinda scare but still enjoy luh.

since i've going nothing to do, mayb i'll turn in early? shall try to sleep! i alr know it'll be hard luh.
DANG!

2009-12-11T04:11:00.002+08:00

Short update :)

aunty visit! no wonder im so sleepy, tired & restless all day! well, im so guilty! momo helped me changed my di lam por! pack my ever so jialat wardrobe! i tired 3 times, half way i gave up. heee. love you mummy!

okay, going to sleep now! :D

2009-12-09T04:41:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHH CANNOT SLEEP!!!!!!!!! :(

loveisnotagame.

2009-12-07T02:12:00.004+08:00

zzzz. sore throat! i hate this man. on and off, on and off. when issit going to end?! sick sick sick.

***

okay, bye. i wanna go watch Da Lang then mayb try to sleep early tonight.

pain dao yao si!

2009-12-06T05:57:00.000+08:00

angry. tried logging in blogger from lappy for like half an hour just now, but fail end up lappy trying to be funny with me as well. neh neh pok! so now im lying on ma bed, blogging from ma phone.

pain pain PAIN! having this sharp gastric pain since just now 3 plus. gaaaaa! so irritating totally kill my mood for mj. & today's tiles are damn chui! :( like i always believe, shit things happens one after another! never been so true lor!

okay, nevermind. afterall today is not a bad day. :)

ice cream chef with junn in the afternoon after her work. hahah! virgin try! nice nice :D more to come! then shes off to work again... then i got a great company, mr da lang. hahaha. :p enjoyed myself :)

alright, tired. needa get some sleep. pain pain faster go away! good morning and good night people! :)

saded and shag.

2009-12-03T04:13:00.001+08:00

wo xian zai hen sad.

wo xian zai zhen de hen sad.

seriously, i myself also dont understand why i like to do things against you. its like whatever you say, im always doing the opposite way. i really dont understand why! like, when i can reach home early, i will ring my friend see anyone wanna supper. i rather be home late. please dont ask me why. its really not because i dont love this family.

its just that, whenever im home, you all like to give me shits. i thought home is suppose to be a place in the heart whereby im stress-free and carefree? its no longer like so you know? every time im home, i feel pressure, i feel like as though im tied up. i cannot breathe.

& this is so xin ku.

sometimes somethings are really hard to put it in words. brought up in a tradition way because you're a tradition man. rules, you ought to obey. you dont have or should i say you cant have your own speech. yes, we can speak up but for sure it will bounce back. then whats the point?

i delay studying cause you just recover from your opt. financially tight up now i know. but what are you saying? i give up studying? no hell no. i just dont wan you to be so xin ku. after opt, only left mummy to work. so many things to pay up. i work and support myself to lessen your burden, is that wrong? am i in the wrong to think this way?

all the things you said, i know you're angry. i know i shouldnt always only reach home in the wee hours. i know all this! i know all the rules but i really cannot explain why i always act the opposite way. sorry pa, ma. im not a good girl. i know you feel heartache and disappointment. i know you're worry as well. but the rules you line out for me its really quite hard to accomdate. but can i tell you this? :(

sorry pa, ma. the miao miao now is still the miao miao. im rebelious, got idiotic attitude and temper but my heart is still the same old me. do you even see it? what have cause the change. the drastic change.

stress level to the max.
shit things always happens one after another, for sure there are more to come.
sorry pa, but wo zhen de bu dong how to mian dui you.

2009-11-26T04:58:00.001+08:00

come closer :)

boredom!

2009-11-25T03:45:00.002+08:00

IM SO BORED!

IM SO SO SO BORED!

Just finish painting my nails. Hoho. But now how really very bored. I think i sleep too much then now cannot sleep liao. Oh yes! Tmr is the first session! Heee. Wish me luck! LOL. Im damn excited somehow HAHAHA. :D

OKAY TILL HERE.

2009-11-24T01:12:00.000+08:00

sick :(

oh lovely night.

2009-11-21T05:38:00.003+08:00

Ahhh, really enjoy myself much. It has been a long time man! When you dont have to wear a mask to act happy! HAHAHAH. Uber coolness. Me like! :D Its so relaxing & like how to say? Just carefree feeling! Cool shit.

Yesterday was a stay home day. Its been quite sometime! Suddenly kinda enjoy staying at home also. Though for yesterday half of the day was spend sleeping hee. I can nua nua nua till happy wake then back to nua nua nua again! HAHAHA.

Was happy that i pack up my room! :) Been treating my room like a storage room, one pile here one pile there lazy to put it back to place hahah! Now its neat and nice! Welcoming any guest LOL. Cleared up all the junk in my bags and my cupboard for my make-up, nail colour corner, contact lens, lotions and yada yada. Found out that i've got alot rubbish lor hahah.

Now my cupboard is neat and clean too yay! :D Very proud of myself HAHAH. Then to packing my clothes. Yet again, i gave up half way! LOL. Its the second time already! I really don't know how to pack leh. Damn sian.

My eyes damn irritated now! Think some dirt caught in the lens. Making my eyes so painful. :( AHHHHH, so feel like swimming now!! Swimming pool only open at 8 leh and no one accompany me. :(

OH ANWS, WEDNESDAY IS THE SEX LUH DEY! OMG CANNOT WAIT! :D

Alright think i hav type enough crap here HAH. Should i go swim alone? Hmm, or go running alone?

oh lovely night! bye!

CHANEL MADNESS ♥

2009-11-20T11:44:00.003+08:00

OH CHANEL MADNESS ♥

AHHHH ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

this is so pretty la dey! first on my wishlist now gagaga!

next is this sexy! who can resist?!

dont really like this but it look unique! got tha feel la! HAHAHA.

ohohoh! such a cutie!!

oh so lovely!! ♥♥♥♥♥

when can i have enough ka chiang to get these lovely? :(
i think sell pi gu also not enough lor!
sad case :'(

I WANT $$$$!

*photos credit: all crop from Chanel webbie!

2009-11-20T03:44:00.004+08:00

okay anws, im all planned! im starting my new slimming activity! that is night jogging with Tessa! cool shit i tell you. she'll run at simei & i'll run at tampines. HAHAH! i must not, must not give up man! one step nearer to slim down. & bigger boobs! HAHAH.

okay im so excited for the run ltr tonight after my work! gaga! :D stomach ache now! too much junk food or did i eat something wrong?

OMG, WEDNESDAY SPELLS FUN! HAHAH. TESSA GET READY! :D

OKBYE.

fucked up!

2009-11-19T05:41:00.003+08:00

anws, really regret not going for 2012 earlier on! its still bumping around in my mind man. wdh! :( okay, forget it. the more i talk about it the more i regret! sucks. hands very itchy now! feel like buying lots of stuffs! & i wanna go overseas like now! yes, now on the spot. :(

need a short getaway very badly man! but its so not possible!

okay, gotta go try and get some sleep! face complexion damn chui now :(
bye!

girls night out photos(BUTTER!)

2009-11-15T07:05:00.003+08:00

Still much alive!

It take ages for me to upload photos as you can see & i seriously dont know what to blog now! Totally have no idea. Body clock totally screwed, sat and sun its hard to differentiate now hahah!

2009-11-06T04:22:00.002+08:00

to prove that im still alive and kicking.

hush hush hush hush~

2009-11-03T04:12:00.000+08:00

oh my oh my
your lips like sugar~
LOL, dead now its stick in ma head!

blue-ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

2009-11-02T03:18:00.003+08:00

on the phone with na hee hee, planning for the chalet! yay! happiness. :D

today is yet another blur cock day! :(
shall i paint it olive glitter green or hot pink leh?

2009-10-24T12:59:00.002+08:00

Lets hope today will be a good day for me okay? :D

Roar, Im so so so sorry to my junny sisy! SORRY! Was suppose to meet up with her after her work to accompany her for a hair cut. But, i put her aeroplane again, dun angry okay! SORRY! Was really very tired, body aching as well. Blah. And starting to cough a little. Bad...

Then went to prepare thinking to meet her but she extended her shift already so.. Im here online cause i couldn't get back to sleep alr!

Waiting for time to pass & then off for mummy linie's party. Hoho.

Feeling so much better today! Yesterday really sucks big time can. I wanna go Haji for Shesha, K session, MJ session, Sushi buffet, Steamboat Buffet, Geylang Durians, catch all nice movies!
LOL.

closer..

2009-10-21T03:41:00.001+08:00

Closer closer
closer closer

Turn the lights off in this place
And she shines just like a star
And I swear I know her face
I just don't know who you are
Turn the music up in here
I still hear her loud and clear
Like she's right there in my ear
Telling me
that she wants to own me
To control me
Come closer
Come closer

And I just can't pull myself away
Under Her Spell I can't break
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
And I just can't break myself no way
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop

I can feel her on my skin
I can taste her on my tongue
Shes the sweetest taste of sin
The more I get the more I want
She wants to own me.....
Come closer
She says "come closer"

And I just can't pull myself away
Under Her Spell I can't break
I just can't stop
[ Ne Yo Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
And I just can't break myself no way
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop

(Come closer)
(Come closer)
(Come closer)
(Come closer)
(Come closer)
(Come closer)
(Come closer)

I just can't stop nooooo
I just can't stop nooooo
I just can't stop nooooo
I just can't stop nooooo

And I just can't pull myself away
Under Her Spell I can't break
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
And I just can't break myself no way
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop

And I just can't pull myself away
Under Her Spell I can't break
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop

A little taste of disappointment, but a good day!

2009-10-18T03:36:00.002+08:00

Today started off real early, cause needa relief at PWP for work! Lucky that its a half morning shift, if not im sure gonna die there man! LOL. Its the first time i went to relief a key shop.

Woke up like 730 in the morning to bathe and prepare for work. Yesterday was feeling unwell, fever, popped 2 panadol & off to bed early hahah! So rare for me to sleep early, but yesterday already can feel that i cannot take it anymore, LOL. Met up with Peter at Papa Lebar and off to Parkway tgt.

Oh shitty! I didn't know it was 3.45 now! LOL.

After work met up with sisy at Bedok. Actually our plan is to go swimming, but we really really cannot tahan the heat this afternoon, its crazy! You will know it if you're outdoor lor, no fun seriously. We literally melted! Hahah. So the swimming was canceled, off for lunch. Then randomly we was discussing about hair. & pop we went into Snip Avenue.

My only intention is to trim my fringe, cause its like covering my eyes hahah. & junny wanted to cut her fringe too. But after stepping in, knowing the promotions they having now, we did more than that! LOL. Junny coloured her hair & trim her hair while i did hair treatment & trim my fringe. Guess the price, its about 60$ for the both of us! Dirt cheap i tell you!

If possible im going to go there every month for hair treatment LOL! Love my soft & smooth hair now! Wahaha. Or mayb i shall consider buying the hair mask? But for sure i wont touch it, doing it myself is so ma fan & im so lazy LOL.

After we're done back to sisy's hse, Mj, poker card then now home :D

I simply love spending time with my lovely ones. Hee.
Post photos when i got urge! LOL.
BYE!

2009-10-17T02:23:00.000+08:00

felt so weak. blah.
so many movies i wanna catch!

okay, bye.
nothing interesting..

SIAN!

2009-10-15T06:06:00.003+08:00

still alive & kicking!

hahahaha! my toot face! :p

today started not very well, cause i quarrel with momo. okay, i didnt start any fire! she saw me and start kicking up a fight with me. spoiling my mood, i cannot take it, i changed and left the hse when i actually plan to stay home. pms seriously!

just now reached home about 4 plus and been facing the com till now, hahah. photo uploading on facebook really very slow, lol. imagine! i still got work ltr at 1030! shit, i really needa go see doc already!

mayb i should go rest awhile, if not they see zombie tmr hahah!

byebye!

2009-10-09T05:29:00.002+08:00

Roar! I really need to get into lala land! :( Cant wait for friday to pass by! Events queueing up one after another yay! Hohoho.

I think junny fall asleep le? Hahah. This week passby quite quickly lo, me like!

And guess who juuny saw today lol!

Had a good talk with jie as well, makes me feel so good! :D
Alright, good night!

giddy!

2009-10-08T06:02:00.004+08:00

Ha, what a nice day it is today! Had fun since morning! Morning was working with my dear nur, after that had a good and quite long chat with her at mac. Seriously this is how we are! The old WS team. But sadly, oh well, we're still like as before heh.

Quite a hectic afternoon to night for me going to different places having fun with different group of friends. Its nice :)

Just now 2 plus met up with junn, ah boon and uncle yeo at prata shop. Hoho what a happening midnight la! Its really fun but im lazy to go into details cause many many things happen! Hahaha. More to come more to come! :p

Blogging on my bed now! Enjoying the aircon shaking leg trying to make the wound dry up faster so that i can paste plaster! LOL. Kinda sleepy already but dont understand why cannot sleep. So irritating man!

Alright got to end here lazy to type and i want to text with my sexy sista LOL!

♥

2009-10-06T03:51:00.002+08:00

Special post for my sistas!

Don't worry my sistas! I still love you all many many!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

CHIONESS

2009-10-06T01:18:00.004+08:00

New cut, new hair colour, me loves :D

Okay la actually got this look for quite sometime, but then im lazy to take photos & blog! Hahahah. Full of events nowadays. Heh. Hows this skin?? Simple & nice~ Hahahah. Suddenly siao pink colour, now my nails all chio bandung pink leh! Ha!

Seriously dont know where to start cause i really don't have a proper updates like since dont know when hahah!

screwed!

2009-10-03T05:32:00.003+08:00

screwed up now! i dun know what happen to my previous skin. busy busy nowadays till im in the mood to do it up! roar, something is just so wrong!

screwed body clock!

2009-09-29T02:03:00.002+08:00

BLAH! its seriously bothering me can! i really dun know should i just pluck it out myself, but im afraid! its bloody painful! :( any ideas?? it have been hanging there for like 2-3 months?? the longest ever! ugly ugly. another thing, i dun know should i continue? cause my make up skill is really gone case one la, and and i have been depending on it for like around or more than 6 months! tsk tsk tsk. HOW??????????????

body clock is totally screwed! am actually tired, worn out but just couldn't sleep! what the hell is wrong man?! :(

just now during break time, i was hungry but i totally couldn't take in any food if ever for sure vomit out. jia lat man! crazy body. can only drink water, 2 coke & 1 mocha.

gonna play fb chat & save lots of photo! bbye.

i sense sickness.

been a long time!

2009-09-26T05:05:00.002+08:00

Okay, i was so so so bored! BLAH. Didn't know what to do. Both sista think sleep already, LOL. So bored to the extend that i went to create a twitter account! HAHAHAH! I totally got no idea how it works la ok. I don't know how to use it too! HAHAHAH! So jialat, but just create for fun, hee. Phone's advantage hee.

Changed to my current baby, e71. Hope it'll satisfy me, HAHAHAHAH! Feeling unwell, but just couldn't sleep! :(

Need to go count sheep sheep alr, nights!

Follow me on twitter leh! I'll follow you! HAHAH, teach me also if you're willing, cause seriously like a noob. wahhaha. bye!

MIAOOY, twitter nick! hohoho.

blogging on my comfy bed!

2009-09-25T14:33:00.002+08:00

hoho! blogging now with my new phone :p mayb its new thats why suddenly blogging became so fun haha, though everything became smaller!

im so so so excited! Cause my pay day is coming heh heh! plus plus next sat am going back to fisherman! yay! martel here i come, lol. then have organise a gathering session on the 7th of oct hoho!

then i think should start planning interesting outings with my sistas! fly kite, sentosa, pinic, pulau ubin!
I should like start saving!

BITCH ME

2009-09-24T04:56:00.003+08:00

Suddenly got the urge to blog but seriously don't know what to blog.
Mayb cause i have not been blogging thus losing the ability to blog? Haha.

When can we go to fisherman.v again?? WHEN? I miss drinking, LOL!
stress stress stress!

randomnesssssssssssssssssssssss.

2009-09-16T01:00:00.003+08:00

More than 30 hours without sleep! I literally just doze off on my bed when replying a text lol! Then another text gave me a shock & woke me up. HA, dumb.

Since yesterday, woke up at 5 when i got work at 6. So its, work, after work supper & slack with jie, home, FB, MSN, text, phone call, morning 6.30AM breakfast with mystery, back home at 8-ish & tv-ed, bathe & off for work at about 9-ish.

After work met up with sista, walk around, then MJ, after MJ dinner/supper with simon then now home. LOL. hectic.

im going crazy!

i love that top from Pull & Bear lucky i bought it heee & that ripped leggings i got from Bugis street. hoho. next will be hair cut, when? i might do something crazy to my hair LOL, im crazy!

this way, life is easier & pass by faster :)

oh & that Lunar night, though its short but sweet.
summary post ha! i just wanna jot down la, memories.

up & down up & down its still a ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh roller coaster ride!

2009-09-14T03:14:00.001+08:00

OMG FUN :D

2009-08-10T02:05:00.000+08:00

Merlion yesterday, it felt damn lousy & i gave junn a good chance to laugh at me. :(

New uniform sucks. :(

Month of august sucks. :(

Feeling sucky. :(

:( posty~ :(